Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Excerpts & Confessions of an Unpublished Writer IV

6 years Earlier

Carrie had just gotten out of work when her cell phone vibrated violently in the center console of her car. As she brushed her hair away from her face, she sighed. "Better not be Mike", she silently protested. "Hello, this is Carrie", she mumbled. But there was no answer. "Hello?" she asked once more. A quiet voice then replied, "Hi Carrie." Upon hearing his voice, she smiled. "Oh, Hi Vins. What's up?" She waited for his response, searching the radio for a song she actually liked. "Vin, is everything OK?" "No Carrie I-", he started. "Just come over. I need to talk to you", he whispered. Before she could answer, he hung up the phone.

Puzzled, she put on her seat belt and turned the key to the ignition. A quite roar erupted from the motor as she quickly put her car into gear. As she drove down the familiar road, she found herself worrying about the urgency in Vinnie's voice. She had known Vinnie since she was two, and she had grown accustomed to Vinnie's array of emotions. Tonight, however, his voice was different. Her stomach ached in nervous anticipation.

A mile later, she was in Vinnie's driveway. Marie, Vinnie's mother, was already outside sitting on the porch swing. Upon seeing Carrie, she stood wiping her beautiful hazel eyes. "Come here, Carrie," she whispered as she pulled Carrie close to her. "What's wrong, Marie? What happened?" she asked as she listened to the steady beat of her heart. "You haven't heard?" Marie replied cautiously. "Heard what, Marie? Is Vinnie OK?" Marie paused, regretfully anticipating the words that would soon follow. Her heart ached in agony as she looked at the innocent face before her. The day that Carrie was born, Marie had found a special place in her heart for her best friend's daughter. With tears in her eyes, she took Carrie's hand. "Carrie, there's been an accident."

Like a dagger, the news of the accident pierced through her heart. Thoughts of Vinnie soon flooded her mind as she tried to piece together the information she had received. Nervously, she pulled away from Marie and asked, "What accident? Whose been in an accident?" Carrie yelled. Marie hesitated, wondering how she was going to tell Carrie that her best friend was no longer alive. With a lump in her throat she replied, "Stephanie."

"Stephanie!" She nearly screamed as she cupped her face within her trembling hands. "W-What are you talking about Marie?" she managed to mutter between sobs. "Last night", she began. "Last night she hit a tree...the car was totaled." For a brief moment, Carrie said nothing as if her voice escaped her. "If it happened last night, why didn't anyone tell me?" Carrie searched Marie's face for answers. "They identified the body this morning."

Accident. The body. Stephanie.

Suddenly, Carrie felt queasy; her knees no longer able to hold the weight of her body. She collapsed hitting the porch with such force that it shocked Marie. "Carrie! Are you alright?" she yelled as she rushed to her side trying to support Carrie's weight against her torso.

Carrie tried to interpret the faint sound of Marie's voice. Slowly, she began to regain consciousness. "Oh, Carrie, your alright!" Marie nearly sang as she kissed Carrie's cheeks and brushed the hair away from her face. Carrie's otherwise youthful glow appeared pale, and her mascara ran from her pale green eyes. Not knowing what else to do, Marie held Carrie. As Carrie's tears soaked through her sweater, she wondered how her son and Carrie would cope with the death of Stephanie.  


Tuesday, May 17, 2011

The Little Things



Practical Magic


"Well, that's what love is like. Everything inside you tells you to stop before you fall...But you just keep going."
Practical Magic

Leather, Lace & A Ducati


I have never been a girly girl. In fact, my obsession with shoes and all things pink and sparkly, is fairly new. If it weren't for a few good friends back in college, I still might be wearing my old Vans with my jeans up to my belly button. Thankfully ,(for everyone's sake), they were the ones who introduced me to eyeliner, eyeshadow, lip gloss, and lace panties from Victoria Secret. They taught me how to style my hair, apply a seductive smokey eye and how to enhance the "girls" for picture-perfect cleavage. 


 Lesson by lesson, they gave me sense of confidence that I had seemingly been lacking. I soon realized, I could be a "woman" even if I was still a "tomboy" in spirit. Truthfully, I am not ashamed to admit I know how to throw a perfect spiral, take back a shot of Jack Daniels, and well, hang with the boys. I understand what "3rd and down" means while watching a New England Patriots game, and I love to go ice fishing. My heart will always beat faster when I see a big truck with a Hemi and I will always go wild when I hear the first roar of a street bike when winter fades to spring. There is something about motorcylces that drive me absolutley insane and I can't wait until I own my dream; an 848 Ducati. 
 Now, the 848 Ducati, is a finely engineered machine. In my opinion, the motor merely purrs as it glides down the interstate; weaving through curves like a man caressing a woman's smooth, naked body. To put it bluntly, the 848 Ducati is sex on two wheels; it begs to be ridden. Upon first sight, my heart pumps with nervous adrenaline.  It is seductively dangerous and it questions your mere insanity as it accelerates to 80, 90, 100...120 miles per hour. To say that I would be pleased to own one is an understatement; I would die happy.
 As for bringing out my more feminine side? I would be proud to wear a bit of lace underneath that leather jacket. Mysterious...mystic...divinely tomboy. 

Monday, May 16, 2011

I'd be Lying...

i'd be lying if i didn't say you make me feel alive.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Words to live by...


Hope you all have a wonderful Sunday!

We get by with a little help from our friends...

I stumbled across this blog post today and my heart grew three sizes. I actually envisioned myself as the Grinch on Christmas morning when he finally discovered that the Who's in Whoville didn't need packages or ribbons to celebrate the spirit of Christmas.


Love, I am discovering, takes on many different forms. There is the kind of love that makes you weak in the knees; the kind of love that renders you speechless as you divulge in the concept of forever. There is the kind of love where you doodle red and pink hearts on tatered notebook paper; day dreaming as you scribble their name. There is unconditional love. The kind of love where you grow old with another individual; the vow you repeated on your wedding day. Then of course, there is the love that you share with your best friends; the kind of love that embodies understanding and acceptance. The kind of love that fails to disipate even when the romantic, unconditional, young love fades...


Please take a moment to read this blog post I found on LeLove. It is a tribute to all those who love their best friends. With that being said, I want to tell my best friends how much I adore them. xo

Click on the "Best Friends" Link below the picture


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